Road to heartbreak and hell but happiness and freedom for some. Romanian trip

I cant quite believe how i am here about to embark on the most heartbreaking trip of my life.
I am. So i must walk forward like the animal warrioress i just got called.( thanks Tiff i love that!)
Next month im going to Romania to see where my puppy was born, well, the field and the bush he was found under. I have the photos. Then i go  to see my friend Ank, she became my friend when she walked into a public shelter on my behalf and walked out with a mum and her daughter in her arms. Tara and Nusta.. now Tess. They are here and happily homed.
Thats how it started with a photo of a female dog with dead eyes. She was giving up and the two pups who had vitality and life and death waiting to take that. It broke my heart. The other girls wouldnt help me. Ank was the only one and she went and brought them out riddled with ticks and lice, in her arms. The other pup had died and only little Nusta survived.
That was the beginning. Now Ank has a shelter where around 90 dogs are and im in tears again.. my two favourite puppies, Pip and Squeek have just got sick with distemper. They are at Anks house and on the best meds possible. I hope and pray they make it.. we saved Lady their mum from public shelter and death row, she had 3 pups then, one died and these gorgeous two are left. They came from hell, filth, disease and death. Please dont take them now! Let them find life and a home and be part of a family
Tears
I know them so well on this road to save lives.
Tears fall.
How does she face daily the deaths of pups and dogs?
Im going to see for myself. We are going to write about the characters and the happiness as well as the sadness and heartbreak. Tears are wiped away and there is much happiness and joy too. When a dog has found a home and is going to be part of a family! damn! there's those tears again LOL but with a glow within and a happy heart.. so its all good. Sometimes. We will work for those special moments and keep going strong through the other times. Someone has to and now it seems to be me too.
We are asking for donations, second hand collars, wormers/deflea treatments. Food, anything they can use. The first wonderful company is viovet.co.uk
On Monday i have two boxes of an  incredibly kind donation of food and other pet products. So grateful to them and their kindness. Thank you Viovet!