This too shall pass, obstacles met on the journey.

Today i am feeling many emotions after reading comments about my writing. My feelings are important for me to acknolwedge as without that they can internalise and cause pain and dysfucntion within my chakras as a way of pointing out to me, its time to listen. I felt sadness, then anger, then forgiveness, then lonlieness, then acceptance, and finally determination.
I have to not take on board what others think and their reactions, its my reactions i need to focus on. Nobody can make me feel or do anything, i can monitor and direct my reactions however. Its so easy to lay blame at the feet of others rather than take responsibility for ourselves and our actions.
This too shall pass...........
I have to focus on something far more important than reacting to peoples comments, i am of service to the Universe as Shaman and healer. I have ceremonies to do this week for someone coming close to death. I cant control that but i can ask for a little more time for things to be resolved, spirit willing..... I can also be there to support a very dear friend. This is what im about, seeing the greater picture and not being stuck in something non relevant to my path forward.
Feelings i heard you today and im not getting stuck in this, as this too shall pass. As does everything in its on perfect divine timing.
I have to be responsible for what i choose, which direction at which crossroads? My heart and soul guide me and i have to follow my own wise counsel from them. If i listen to the head i will be turning around in a circle chasing my own tail like a puppy, going faster and faster, wasting lots of energy and exhausting myself with a pointless mission.
I like to think im a little wiser and sometimes i am and sometimes im not, tail chasing can be fun at the appropriate time. Not today, not at this croosroads as the sign is clearly pointing"Shamans path of service straight ahead" (leave all regrets and resentments at the signpost, only good intentions, truth and love allowed on the road to destiny and fulment of karmic actions) is a smaller sign, with wild flowers groing and entwining themsleves around it, its easily missed but to be ignored would have its own setbacks. Im lucky i read it in time. All in perfect divine timing.
And it has passed already, the moment of conflict has gone and the birds are singing, the sun is shining, and i walk with my four footed companion further on the path home.....